I absolutely feel out of control neither here nor there. I feel like I'm stripped naked with nothing to wear. That all you can see is my heart and its tear. Just wishing I that I didn't care. But its too late, so let me share. I feel like ripping my hair. I'm as strong as a bear. I could kill. I could bleed. But I don't want you to see that side of me. Its all that I need. A part of me, that could face reality. - flyte.
Soooo ~ Went to Singfest yesterday evening. I had like loads of fun. When we arrived The Like was playing. I didn't think they were that great but yeah. Then Orianthi came up, so we headed to the front, and stood. She really rocked teh guitar. Most electric guitarist don't really have nice hands I guess. After her performance was wondergirls, they were okay. Except for the fact that the microphone wasn't loud enough so it wasn't clear. Thenthenthen, TOKIO HOTELLLL <333. I've waited two years, and they're finally here. I was soooo bloody excited. Although it took a long time for them to set up the stage, once they got on, I got so excited .. I cried. Hahaha. My dad literally laughed at me. Yeah. So halfway thought the performance, this indian guy and two ang mo girls squeezed their way in, infront of my face. I mean, couldn't they be a little considerate at least ? But that wasn't the issue, they kept drinking, & they kept spilling their beer all over me. I mean, like, have some decency. Oh well. At least I still enjoyed every bit of BILL KAULITZ. Hehehe. Then, it was KATY PERRY'S turn. She looks exactly like a barbie doll. She's like really beautiful. I really love her song, teenage dream. I just really like the bridge a lot. & so, halfway through her performance, my throat couldn't take it. I really needed the water ! So we went to buy mineral water and coke zero ; total cost ? $9. Yeah, then when all the performances eneded. Headed home, showered, and fell asleep like instantly. & as expected, I couldn't wake in the morning.
Okay, so today.. Tokio Hotel had their autograph signing session at Bugis Junction, I wasn't allowed to go at first, but somehow my mum told me I could, so why not grab the chance ? I was trying to find someone who would go with me. Turns out I have no friends -___-. So I went with my maid instead. So when we arrived, I bought their cd, cause that was the only thing that they would sign. So it was like a willy wonka ticket. So got to the back of the queue that seemed endless and waited for about 3 hours. When the "gates" were opened, everyone entered, then, I asked the security guard whether the " Singapore Edition" cd I had was not the right willy wonka ticket. :( I had to get the "Special Edition" one. I was kinda stunned because when I asked the manager, he said that cd was alright and could be used. So I left to the toilet, feeling really upset and disheartened cause I waited for so long and now you tell me I can't go in. I felt like I wanted to cry. Yes, I cry easily. I did try going to gramophone, but the cd's were sold out. Then, my maid called and told me a guy opened up a little 'booth' selling a number of cds. I went down, and eventually got one of my own. Instead of going all the way to the back of th queue, the malay couple who I initially help told us to go behind them. Sweet right ? Heheh. Then while I was in the queue, I made more friends. Hahaha. Yeah, so when it was my turn, my album got passed around and got signed. They're really so handsome. Georg actually looked up and smiled at me. Hehehe. Well, the rest really didn't look, but OMG. They look like moving mannequins, FLAWLESS. Hahaha. Then I ate at macs. Went to bugis street awhile and daddy fetched and sent me home. Now I'm here blogging with my eyelids barely opened. Hahaha. So, goodnight.
Imissyou.
I honestly think i should blog more often.
Life's been great minus the me being sick part.
So, last Sunday i bought myself a little book, something like a diary.
& it keeps fustrating me cause i keep forgetting to bring it to school.
Hmm. Anyho, i played around with my html and eventually got the song done. Hweehweehwee.
I feel proud. Hahaha. There is literally nothing to do when you're home like this. Plus, i feel like my hair is in the way when i lie down. I should be bald at times like this. Yesterday was my grandfathers bday. So we all went to have dinner together but i was feeling sick totally ruined the mood. Um, yeah. Then there was this adorable black cat that kept following the family around. We ate at pasir ris. Thenthenthen, got ang mooooooooo ~ Hehehe.
Ohhh, LX just texted. Hahaha. Wonder hows he's coping without a singing buddy, my mirror and comb. Hahah. Hmmm. Anyway, I was looking through my photozz. I guess i'll upload some. Nyehehehe.
But first of all.. JOLENEEEE. I dont want to see you sad. Please cheer up. Don't fall too far. <3
TAMMIEE. *wonders if she misses me*
Nyehehehehe. ^^
LX & Tammie playing JB taptap.
Tasha <3>
I just like this one. Hahahah.
Look at her face. HEHEHEHE.
I lurpe me Murni <3.
Hahaha, cute.
Happy belated 6th bday dearest Nazuraaaaaaaa. <3
Happy 5th bday Danish, you look so funny in this picture. xD
Psst. I enjoyed MGL today. I love you guys. :D Sweetheart! Einen Monat bereits. Um wahrscheinlich jede andere Paar dies nichts sein kann, aber zu mir, wir haben so viel durchgemacht und wir nicht auseinander fallen. Ich sage Ihnen, und ich hoffe, du weißt, dass ich tief unten wirklich wirklich wirklich liebe dich wie keine andere, und ich möchte diese für immer sein. Ich liebe dich von ganzem Herzen. Sie haben keine Ahnung..
Let's talk about the dream I had last night.
Hoho.
It was a dream in a dream.
I think ?
So I dreamt I went to Paramore's concert again.
Hahah. But this time they knew me. -.-
The concert was in the middle of a book fare.
LOL.
Then toward's the end of the concert, my dad appeared next to me.
& I told him the concert was not as good as I expected cause the music wasn't loud enough. xD
Then whilst walking out of the book fare, which looked like it was in the middle of expo,
I woke up, back in Laguna, where the doll i wanted, was right next to me.
Hahaha. I was like freaking happy.
So I was like jumping around and then I tripped and knocked my head.
So I woke up, for real caused i knocked my head on the side of my bed.
Hahaha. What a nonsense dream. Lol.
I haven't started on ISPL.
I need someone to keep pushing me.
Its 12pm nao. Im sleepy, goodnight.
<3ily.
I absolutely feel out of control neither here nor there. I feel like I'm stripped naked with nothing to wear. That all you can see is my heart and its tear. Just wishing I that I didn't care. But its too late, so let me share. I feel like ripping my hair. I'm as strong as a bear. I could kill. I could bleed. But I don't want you to see that side of me. Its all that I need. A part of me, that could face reality. - flyte.
Soooo ~ Went to Singfest yesterday evening. I had like loads of fun. When we arrived The Like was playing. I didn't think they were that great but yeah. Then Orianthi came up, so we headed to the front, and stood. She really rocked teh guitar. Most electric guitarist don't really have nice hands I guess. After her performance was wondergirls, they were okay. Except for the fact that the microphone wasn't loud enough so it wasn't clear. Thenthenthen, TOKIO HOTELLLL <333. I've waited two years, and they're finally here. I was soooo bloody excited. Although it took a long time for them to set up the stage, once they got on, I got so excited .. I cried. Hahaha. My dad literally laughed at me. Yeah. So halfway thought the performance, this indian guy and two ang mo girls squeezed their way in, infront of my face. I mean, couldn't they be a little considerate at least ? But that wasn't the issue, they kept drinking, & they kept spilling their beer all over me. I mean, like, have some decency. Oh well. At least I still enjoyed every bit of BILL KAULITZ. Hehehe. Then, it was KATY PERRY'S turn. She looks exactly like a barbie doll. She's like really beautiful. I really love her song, teenage dream. I just really like the bridge a lot. & so, halfway through her performance, my throat couldn't take it. I really needed the water ! So we went to buy mineral water and coke zero ; total cost ? $9. Yeah, then when all the performances eneded. Headed home, showered, and fell asleep like instantly. & as expected, I couldn't wake in the morning.
Okay, so today.. Tokio Hotel had their autograph signing session at Bugis Junction, I wasn't allowed to go at first, but somehow my mum told me I could, so why not grab the chance ? I was trying to find someone who would go with me. Turns out I have no friends -___-. So I went with my maid instead. So when we arrived, I bought their cd, cause that was the only thing that they would sign. So it was like a willy wonka ticket. So got to the back of the queue that seemed endless and waited for about 3 hours. When the "gates" were opened, everyone entered, then, I asked the security guard whether the " Singapore Edition" cd I had was not the right willy wonka ticket. :( I had to get the "Special Edition" one. I was kinda stunned because when I asked the manager, he said that cd was alright and could be used. So I left to the toilet, feeling really upset and disheartened cause I waited for so long and now you tell me I can't go in. I felt like I wanted to cry. Yes, I cry easily. I did try going to gramophone, but the cd's were sold out. Then, my maid called and told me a guy opened up a little 'booth' selling a number of cds. I went down, and eventually got one of my own. Instead of going all the way to the back of th queue, the malay couple who I initially help told us to go behind them. Sweet right ? Heheh. Then while I was in the queue, I made more friends. Hahaha. Yeah, so when it was my turn, my album got passed around and got signed. They're really so handsome. Georg actually looked up and smiled at me. Hehehe. Well, the rest really didn't look, but OMG. They look like moving mannequins, FLAWLESS. Hahaha. Then I ate at macs. Went to bugis street awhile and daddy fetched and sent me home. Now I'm here blogging with my eyelids barely opened. Hahaha. So, goodnight.
Imissyou.
I honestly think i should blog more often.
Life's been great minus the me being sick part.
So, last Sunday i bought myself a little book, something like a diary.
& it keeps fustrating me cause i keep forgetting to bring it to school.
Hmm. Anyho, i played around with my html and eventually got the song done. Hweehweehwee.
I feel proud. Hahaha. There is literally nothing to do when you're home like this. Plus, i feel like my hair is in the way when i lie down. I should be bald at times like this. Yesterday was my grandfathers bday. So we all went to have dinner together but i was feeling sick totally ruined the mood. Um, yeah. Then there was this adorable black cat that kept following the family around. We ate at pasir ris. Thenthenthen, got ang mooooooooo ~ Hehehe.
Ohhh, LX just texted. Hahaha. Wonder hows he's coping without a singing buddy, my mirror and comb. Hahah. Hmmm. Anyway, I was looking through my photozz. I guess i'll upload some. Nyehehehe.
But first of all.. JOLENEEEE. I dont want to see you sad. Please cheer up. Don't fall too far. <3
TAMMIEE. *wonders if she misses me*
Nyehehehehe. ^^
LX & Tammie playing JB taptap.
Tasha <3>
I just like this one. Hahahah.
Look at her face. HEHEHEHE.
I lurpe me Murni <3.
Hahaha, cute.
Happy belated 6th bday dearest Nazuraaaaaaaa. <3
Happy 5th bday Danish, you look so funny in this picture. xD
Psst. I enjoyed MGL today. I love you guys. :D Sweetheart! Einen Monat bereits. Um wahrscheinlich jede andere Paar dies nichts sein kann, aber zu mir, wir haben so viel durchgemacht und wir nicht auseinander fallen. Ich sage Ihnen, und ich hoffe, du weißt, dass ich tief unten wirklich wirklich wirklich liebe dich wie keine andere, und ich möchte diese für immer sein. Ich liebe dich von ganzem Herzen. Sie haben keine Ahnung..
Let's talk about the dream I had last night.
Hoho.
It was a dream in a dream.
I think ?
So I dreamt I went to Paramore's concert again.
Hahah. But this time they knew me. -.-
The concert was in the middle of a book fare.
LOL.
Then toward's the end of the concert, my dad appeared next to me.
& I told him the concert was not as good as I expected cause the music wasn't loud enough. xD
Then whilst walking out of the book fare, which looked like it was in the middle of expo,
I woke up, back in Laguna, where the doll i wanted, was right next to me.
Hahaha. I was like freaking happy.
So I was like jumping around and then I tripped and knocked my head.
So I woke up, for real caused i knocked my head on the side of my bed.
Hahaha. What a nonsense dream. Lol.
I haven't started on ISPL.
I need someone to keep pushing me.
Its 12pm nao. Im sleepy, goodnight.
<3ily.